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James Robert Laurence

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[21 Nov 2005|03:15am]
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[24 Aug 2005|10:58am]
I saw Broken Flowers yesterday, awesome movie.

Am I the only one really really excited about the movie version of "Rent"?
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[06 Aug 2005|08:36am]
I'll be in europe the next two weeks. Leave me comments on myspace.

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[23 Jul 2005|10:38pm]

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[17 Jul 2005|12:09pm]
I don't care what anyone says, but Charlie And The Chocolate was fucking awesome. My favorite movie of the year. Everything was PERFECT.

Tom, you just need to see it before you call it shit.
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[13 Jul 2005|10:40pm]
[ mood | fuck moods. ]

As I sit here writing music and retuning my guitar (DADGAD) that Dylan decided to tune to drop C without telling me, I decide that I want to write a LJ post that is meaningful and blah blah blah.

So, I am feeling the cravings for cigarettes. I quit smoking, I did this because:
1. My mom found my pack.
2. I decided to stop spending so much money
Smoking is one bad deal, while hanging out with Neha today I could feel the cravings for tobacco. I could smell it and taste it. I feel as if that smoke feeling you get is permently in my nose. I feel absolutly shitty.
I can't seem to write music lately, I keep on trying different beats with different lyrics with different MIDI shit. No song I am satisfied with. Freddy says this happens all the time. He said that if you get too emotional with your lyrics no music will ever do the lyrics justice or something like that. And he's right, as my lyrics get more personal, the less I am happy with the music I make behind it. The song "Pillow" witch has the most personal set of lyrics out of all of my songs was redone 3 times before I actually put it out.
I am really upset at Steph, I want this to end. I wish that night never happened. I wish I wasnt such a fucking complainer. But thats what you get for being a teenager. Steph means a lot to me, fuck.... not just a lot. But she is a big part of my life, and I don't want this to end. I feel like I can never look at her in the same light again, and she's okay with that. I can't be okay with that, I cannot. I am very upset over this situation.

I don't even want to bring up school.

Seeing Neha and Dylan today was a relif. Dylan is a really good guy, when he took me home we were blasting smooth jazz and making up some of the most sexual lyrics you could put to it...while doing 100 on the freeway.
Sometimes I want to re-record all of my songs to guitar only, so for I have only rewritten "Chest Cavity" to guitar. It sounds pretty awesome, very different for me. I love DADGAD, that tuning has struck a personal note with me.
Neha is still amazing.

Ah, I'll write more in a tad. I think....

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[10 Jul 2005|04:13pm]
I fucking hate this. I hate this. My friends are not friends.

I won't be on my computer anymore.

My first grade teacher once told my parents I should skip to 5th grade.
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[29 Jun 2005|08:18pm]
BANE was seriously the best live band I have ever seen. Fuck. FUCK.
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[23 Jun 2005|11:16pm]
[ mood | Out of my element. ]

The last two days, I have been constantly high, it was a bad idea to even smoke in the first place. I feel extremely light headed. Fuck.

My dad took away my computer for some reason, Now I can't make music. Party.

This one girl who is really pretty had a crush on me. Fucking crazy huh? But the keyword is was.

Neha and Dylan broke up. I can't even comprehend how I feel.

What the hell is with all of the Employee discount commericals for cars?

I'm glad Simone and I talk like friends now.

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[01 Jun 2005|06:19pm]

This is fun!
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[26 May 2005|02:17pm]

Come or die.
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[08 May 2005|09:43am]
[ mood | okay ]

I decree today that life
Is simply taking and not giving
England is mine - it owes me a living
But ask me why, and I'll spit in your eye
Oh, ask me why, and I'll spit in your eye
But we cannot cling to the old dreams anymore
No, we cannot cling to those dreams

Does the body rule the mind
Or does the mind rule the body ?
I dunno...

Under the iron bridge we kissed
And although I ended up with sore lips
It just wasn't like the old days anymore
No, it wasn't like those days
Am I still ill ?
Oh ...
Am I still ill ?
Oh ...

Does the body rule the mind
Or does the mind rule the body ?
I dunno...

Ask me why, and I'll die
Oh, ask me why, and I'll die
And if you must, go to work - tomorrow
Well, if I were you I really wouldn't bother
For there are brighter sides to life
And I should know, because I've seen them
But not very often ...
Under the iron bridge we kissed
And although I ended up with sore lips
It just wasn't like the old days anymore
No, it wasn't like those days
Am I still ill ?
Oh ...
Oh, am I still ill ?
Oh ...

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[07 May 2005|11:11pm]
We stayed up the whole night listening to Godspeed You! Black Emperor, smoking cigarettes, and talking about our lives.

And I wouldnt change one moment of it.

I miss you.
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[26 Apr 2005|03:13pm]
I really wonder why people use windows.


new tracks.
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[01 Apr 2005|03:00pm]
Hi. I want to go to BANE tonight.

I love scrubs.
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[26 Mar 2005|12:54pm]
[ mood | content ]

DDS's last show was great
I got a new computer, Mini Mac. Best computer I have ever used.
Hopfully I dont get kicked out of school.

Does anyone want to hang out? I am bored.

I want this so bad.

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[24 Feb 2005|09:13pm]
Garage band is so frusterating.
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[21 Feb 2005|09:53pm]

Its my birthday too. Mr. 16.
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[13 Feb 2005|03:37am]
Grange today was awesome. I loved it. We played a really good set.

But heres what me and my friends did after:

Okay, more on that later.
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[10 Feb 2005|07:12pm]
Street Fighter 3 > Girls
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